Sep 19 2010 – How bad you want it?
When you’re considerably as a underdog of the class, with problems so horrendous to fixed. A very great example is me myself, I can understand most subjects contents as I’ve learnt it before in high school, however, the problem is understanding the language. I couldn’t understand almost everything in all subjects except English. And the fact that fate had brought me here to learn, I have no choice but to study in this school as its the only choice that I’d pursue to University. Unfortunately, every teachers that I’ve spoken to about my problem, insisted me of taking the class now, and instead wanted me to take the “Mandarin Training Course” for a year then continue with the regular classes on the next year. Who the hell would want to waste a fucking year, training a language, since I’d be able to speak quite well(in my opinion) and listen, my problem is reading and writing(which is harder, I know). And since all the teachers doesn’t have the faith in me of going through, I’d suppose since I want to save a year and all, I’d think I’d be able to make it through, however, it needs a lot of hectic and intensive effort to make me succeed in a year. Otherwise, I’d be staying back, studying all the same repeated shits again.
Its all about how bad I want to get it done in a year. And how much I can give in. I’m actually sacrificing most time I’d spend online chatting/fb-ing, as a webmaster administrating and managing my websites, hanging out, or cut down any sports or extra curricular activities. I hope everyone’d give me as much support and faith, and I hope in a year, I’d read back to this post and say out proudly “YES I MADE IT!”. 
