I’ve been having a hard thought about my life, career and future lately and have realized if I kept going on the same way like I always was, that is getting serious with something and put all effort to it and become good at it then some obstacles came in between while I was improving, I decided to rest for a while, got lazy, then start getting serious on another thing. I serious-fucking-ly have to make up my mind of what I really want. Though I’m saying all these, I still can’t be sure what I want. I’ve neglected whats most important for me, that is “pool”. Now I’m back to the internet/webmaster’s world and I remember while I was serious at pool, I told myself I will never return as a webmaster ever again. But sadly, here I am again. Pool was actually a thing I tried to put all heads onto it, focus and walk all the way with it. And they were 6months of hardcore training since Sep 2008, I was improving so much and was happy with the result. Now look at me, I played pool lately, and found out that I have forgotten a few of the logical ball control techniques. Everything does not seem right to me. I can’t imagine what my mind will make me like tomorrow. But I’ll say I will certainly try my best to focus on what I really want to become(as if I have a real interest, as I like almost everything I saw. =_=”). This is the most ironic posts I’ve ever made. Self-consulting! XD