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The difference between my brunei and taiwan life is that, both have its monotonous times.. Brunei life is more of a slow life, whereas Taiwan life is more of living a fast paced life.. However I’d think both has its goods and bads. Back then, when I spent like more than a decade in Brunei, I always wished I’d be able to migrate outta this lifeless country as its sooo boring. Now that I’m finall spending majority of my time in Taiwan as I’m studying here, and whenever I go back to Brunei during summer holidays, I realized a major difference between em.

In Taiwan, everything seemed so rushed.. Time just flies as if the hour-hand on a clock ticks like the second-hand.. And life is certainly more tiring in Taiwan. I barely get proper sleep. Unlike in Brunei, everything seemed slow.. Time takes forever to pass..

Another thing about Taiwan is, as I’ve mentioned its “tiring”.. The public transportations are pretty convenient, way convenient than having your own ride and driving to your desired place, as parkings can rarely be found and majority of the time there’s a traffic jam almost throughout day & night especially in the city.. So with MRT, Bus, Trains, etc.. I guess, we can saved quite a lot since they’re effing cheap.. But one disadvantage, you barely get to stop exactly on your desired location/store, so obviously you’d need to do a lot of walking.. Whereas in Brunei, no MRT, bus comes like every 15mins or so(which is tooo fucking long) and I’d hardly see any of my mates using em, taxi? – fuck em.. those taxi drivers in brunei are so lazy that they’d wait for passengers in the bus stop and they dont loiter around all area waiting for customers to wave for em.. And with all those slacking, everyone drives their own car.. And in Brunei, people are too lazy that they’d drive to any shortest distance possible, even if its only 100m away and this habit has caused the air to be so polluted. Looking at the good side of it, I don’t need to walk, and as you may know at day time its always around 30+ degrees above, which can caused you to sweat like hell, so with these kind of laziness I can go anywhere I want without walking/sweating.

Anyway, I find something pretty cool, whenever I’d return Brunei after a long time. I find it that my friends seemed to treat me nicer because I’ve been away from home for quite a well. And we seemed to have so much to talk as we have so much to catch up with and this has happened in every return of mine and it just seemed to make my stay longer, extended due to the warmth/care I get from them on my short stay. And leaving has always been hard for me, though its only a short stay. And I’m gonna honestly say, as most may know Brunei is a boring country, its prolly the most boring country ever! but with my dad being there and the friends I have there, I’ve never had the “I dont want to go back to that boring country.”. So if any of my Bruneian mates are reading this, I’d shoutall to y’all “Thank you for “ALWAYS” being such a great friend, I love y’all, and I miss you guys!”

不是說我們是朋友而已嗎..? 不要在一起.. 為何現在我做到讓你失望的是, 你就要說”我們各走各的”.. 如果真的沒有把我當男朋友看待, 只是朋友罷了..那就不應該有這種結果.. 我可以失去你這個情人(沒關係), 可是我真的真的不想失去你這個朋友..

雖然我跟他認識不久..可是這真的是我第一次為了一個人而感到那麼難過..

as much as it’d stings.. all thats left is to move on.. i have no rights to oppose to anything that you’d came up with.. as long as your happy with your decision that’d at least made me feel better..

I’m so gonna miss you.. </3

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When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

When I first addressed you as my sister, I’ve put all hopes within myself into helping you become a better person. I did all I could to comfort you, provide you care and love when you needed most. After all I’ve done to help you, you told me one words that changed it all, you said,”there’s nothing you can help Tim, all you can help is let me get back together with him.” From that on, I told myself.. “After all I’ve done you made it seem none of these were help, and you were still immune to getting what you want, you neglected your friends’ efforts. So since you majoritarily care only about what you want, then I’m gonna give you what you want.” I hope by now, you’re happy to at least get all the care and love from the right person. I’m done helping you with this problem, relationship(you & him), I’m done.. Its over for me, you have to learn to face it by your own. Now that you have him, treasure him. Isn’t that all you want? I hope so.. :’)

I’ve done what you wanted me to do. I’m done taking part in this matter. Do whatever you want, right now you’re just too immune to getting what you want that you neglect anyone that cared. You’re too self-centered. I’m sorry to say all these, but yes I’ve had enough. I tried my best to help, you never trusted me. It sometime feels like “when I give u bread, I got rocks thrown at me in return”. I still love you and care about you. But until you sort out things and get your mind cleared, I wouldn’t bother anything related to you guys, neither would I bother you.

再給我幾天的時間，我答應你..你想要的我一定會盡我所能去幫你得到的。 然後我就會消失一輩子。 I promise.